"That's," says Barry with a deep breath as Derek pulls his shirt off, "Not really narrowing it down, I want you every way." Barry rocks up onto his own knees, not sure how he wants Derek but positive that if he doesn't choose, they'll never get to start. Barry puts a hand to the blankets and levers himself onto his trembling legs. "Every way, all the time, Derek, it's killing me. On your knees?" he asks.

Barry steps forward, unable to look away from Derek's flushed face. "I want to see you."