"Life went on like nothing was going on," I tell him, which is the truth for people who weren't me. It had been weird, going around the city, wondering if anyone else was feeling as lost as I had, or if they were lucky enough to still have all their loved ones in place. "Derek's stuff was still in his cabin, and I ended up taking Jinx and Puff home with me, so I wasn't sure what was going on at first. I knew he'd never up and leave without telling anyone."